EXPERT!

ok~my English is not that good~~

i am not expert in:

talk , i don't really know how to talk to others, deeply in my heart i really love you guys!!

i want to talk as you all, i want to communicate with a way that can make you all laugh .

Attraction

i not a handsome or pretty boy that you all watched in TV artists~

i'm a normal person who need friends to care a bout me~

my birthday are easily forget by others , so if you all forget nvm~~^^ i'm used to it ~~

Do i really have a place in your heart??

Study!!!

i play alot alot~~~~i need to study , i'n always talk but no action~

my parents want me to study hard, but!!!!

WTF , i really an ASSHOLE , i 'm feel shame~~

But mammy i won't let you down !!!i'm promise you!!!

i love you to prove that i will let you feel proud!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

^^

你还爱我吗??

这个问题每当你问起我.........

爱, 肯定爱~虽然不能说爱你永远, 因为我不信, 我只说 会珍惜每一刻跟你在一起的时间!

能握着你的小手就是一种说不出的幸福感~

能抱着你,就能自愈我心灵上曾经被刀划过的伤痕~

珍惜现在拥有的, 才不会到了失去才后悔~

这句话我知道, 但我还是不会~

就算我很珍惜每一次能跟你在一起的机会,到了分离的那一天,我还是会后悔没有跟加用力的爱你~

我不是个" 你跟他在一起会比我幸福," 的男人, 我很自私, 我觉得只有我才能给你什么叫真正的幸福~~

talking craps

bla bla bla~~

this is away to updated my blog~~

DIOR HOMME - Hedi Slimane's creative direction

Dior的男装系列在2001年更名为DIOR HOMME，由法国籍设计师Hedi Slimane担纲设计。Hedi的设计强调完美的线条，同时因其超小尺码的服装以及专门选用偏瘦的年轻模特拍摄广告而引人注目，被成为“世界上最性感男人”的布莱德·彼特结婚时的礼服就是出自Hedi之手，而众多女星更是努力减肥以求穿上Hedi设计的DIOR HOMME男装，由此可见DIOR HOMME的风靡程度。
时尚创造了“Homme”这个词，也催生了Homme式的“美形男”。

Dior Homme is the menswear division of Christian Dior SA, the French clothing retailer. Dior Homme has been under Hedi Slimane's creative direction since the fall/winter 2001-02 season; under his direction, Dior Homme has introduced a characteristic slim silhouette which has since taken off within the fashion industry. The early collections delved into the exploration of the male sex. The look darkened during the Luster period which was inspired by the electroscene of Berlin. Since 2004 A/W, Dior Homme has delved into exploring the different styles of Rock. A popular rumor is that Karl Lagerfeld lost about 90 pounds so he would fit into one of Slimanes esteemed suits. During the 80s and 90s Dior's menswear line was called Dior Monsieur. Brad Pitt, Mick Jagger, David Beckham, and Kanye West have all been spotted wearing the clothes – it is very popular amongst rockstars. Due to quarrelling over Slimane doing a women's line at Dior, his contract was not renewed after 2007. Dior has since hired Kris Van Assche, who has resumed since spring/summer 2008 show.

Older fans generally consider the quality of the line to have fallen significantly during the last few years. This is primarily due to a much larger production scale and Hedi Slimane's dwindling influence on the actual design. As such, many items from past seasons are very collectible. A few of these items include the blood wound shirt, the Reflection pins, the Bleu Claire Wax jeans from 'Strip', the Napoleon Jacket from 'Luster', the D-Point belt, and the infamous 6.5cm gold heels from 'In The Morning'.

As of late 2007 it has also begun producing a 6 piece men's skin care range developed in partnership with Harvard medical school, with Hedi Slimane designing the packaging. At present the skin care range is available for sale in France and department stores all over the world.

no. worst

I'm thinking ~
If like doctor said , my mum gonna die after 3 or 4 yers~~

but tell you what god, you want to take my mum away~~

in exchange take mine, or you gonna go through me ~

i won't let this happen ~

MY MUM IS STRONGER THAN YOU THINK !

SO BACK OFF DISEASE, OR ELSE YOU GONNA SUFFER~

i'm his SON

my name is ferng , i'm the eldest son in this family.

i love my mother and father.

Everynight i pary" GOD , please let my parents watch i graduated and HUGGING THEIR GRANDCHILD and name them "

Every night i can see tears are falling down from my mother eyes , she cried ,i felt pain in heart~

FRIENDS:

be strong ferng~

everything will be okay~~

I'm not comforted by those words ,

because i know everything will be FINE ~just need some time~

BEFORE sleep . i always hope wake up in the next day , yesterday was a dream~

But not, so i told myself!!! FACE THE FACT !! YOUR MOTHER WILL GET WELL SOON!!!!

SUPERMAN

my father said"i'm not a superman , i cant watch you all all the time i need to take your mother and this family, your mother is the one who i love the most"

TEARS din't come out from his eyes but i know he is crying in his heart~

i'm not strong enough , what i can do is to ACT~

all of my friends said "will be OK"

but i'm not ok~i really hope this was a dreaming~~

i'm a human , i want to cry it out , i want to yell , shout out loudly~

i'm not blaming god made fun of me, i know that he is making my life beautiful like a story , give me a lesson to be strong to be a real MAN like my father~~

A MIRACLE WILL HAPPEN , and i know it~~

:'(

really sad~

Confirm " ALS"

My spirit drop to the bottom hell~

i ask myself what can i do for her~

think??research and research??

GOD this time i need your help ~~

PLS HELP MY MOTHER~~~

i believe in MIRACLE ~

Just pass by and drop MIRACLE on us~

i will pray as hard as i can~~

FOR MAMMY~

Even if you end up like HAWKINS , you can'T move , you still my mother , just 1 call , no matter where i am , i will be your side a blink of eyes~

"hey mum , you sure can stand up and nagging me soon!!"

MOTHER .

My mother currently lose all the muscle leftside of the body.

unable to move fast as she wanted to.

Climb stair is tough for her, even go to toilet must have somebody company her .

I don't like people to hold my hand , before she got this disease she like to hold my hand and i pull away or dodge away ~, but now " MAmy hold as long as you want to and hold tide."

I really want to be with you anytime~~

This morning my mother get her report from HOSPITAL which is from SINGAPORE~~

THE MOST SAD PART WAS the doctor said

"SORRY, YOUR DISEASE "无药可救(wu yao je jiu)"

the first thing i saw , tears coming coming out from my father eyes slowly

my mother was bear with it ~maybe she dont want let us saw~~

but my heart was like stab by a unshap knife ~~

In my whole life untill now , I felt pain,first time had this feeling~~

GOD !!!PLS HELP MY MUM!!

I seriously give up my own precious thing or watever!!

JUST MAKE HER HEALTHY!!WILL YOU??!!

1st time

This is my 1st time to write blog.

I want to record what i had been through .

Seriously i have no idea to write so......i blog what i got^^