My fxxking life

should i or should not.
i fxxking irritating with this problem .
should i do a medical check up??
my left leg still the same the problem keep bothering me some morning .
its just like LAG-GEI the brain send the message slow to reach my left leg.
i'm just used to it ,
nothing scare me off now.
if god want me to take over what having my mother suffering ,
i will accepted it , to free my mother from suffering and sickness.
God do whatever you can to help my mother.
i pray to you .
我人生中会让我发火的4件事
1 好朋友出去， 不想给我去，又在那边吊胃口
2我冲凉关我灯
3逼我吃不想吃的东西
4做朋友是为了钱
我很不爽,去那里我都会joir你。我还把人换掉就因为你过后打来说突然想去。既然你不想要我知道，你可以做得保密一点吗？不用在那边自high的不能说给callie知道，不能给我知道你就一个字也不要提啦！！不会用sms是吗！！不配跟你出去时吗！！不想给我去你就讲啦！！jx bxx 啦！！此刻无论有多少的粗话可以骂，都无法骂出我现在dulan的心情.你踩到我的线了，mahai~!!!

it's happening again~~
i dont know my mum sickness will pass it down or not ,
but it happened around the NG family , from my view~~

for sure , i have the probability .
but pls dont come so so so so so so early~~
i slightly know how it's feel , when my mum complaining .
i cant use the strenght of my laps . its like i lost it.
i cant feel anything when i woke up this morning its totally freak me out~~

muscle injury ,yay...
i keep telling myself ,...yay paintball game make my muscle injure.

dont feel like going for a check up or anything ,
i trust myself
i'm a doctor of myself
nothing is nothing~~
(fuzzy feeling , although i still scare)

hey , i'm ok just ........heavy stone on in my heart~~



why i dint share out my blog ,
is a place where i can express my feeling
is a place where i can talk-cock and back stab people
is a place where i still can write down my living evidence
i want to look through it again when i dying or wat ~~
so i think i will post alot of thing recently .
(friends who have to blog url , pls dont share out just let me talk-cock-ing at here )
i know i have a tiny little group of followers