妈

妈~我回来咯~

12PM， 你睡了~~

我进了你房间~

眼泪不经的流了~

你睡得好甜~

你身子瘦了好多！！

你冷吗？

你手脚会酸吗？

我明早帮你按一按吧~~

也请你念念我吧~

好久没听你念我咯~

我做早餐给你吧~

期待明天，你的笑容~

你要开心过每一天哦！！！

bad news!

actually i quite down this afternoon after a phone call from my dad before the surprise party

.that my mother sickness proven ,MND~

i cry without voice in hengyi room ,

i dont know what to do ~~~~

my mum will

"i want to see you graduate while i'm still here"

okay, i do it for you and for me!!!

pl s hang on!!!!

my heart pain and getting more pain~

i can't breath smoothly when i heard the news ~

i can hold your hand to anywhere ,

i can bring you to anywhere just you say so ~

don't cry mammi~~dont cry ~~~

cry while dad not around i will be by your side ~~

i'm going back today!!!

so , i keep my sadness deep down in my heart~let's bringing out yours~~~

even superman need a rest~

dont worry is not a wrong thing to do ~~

is time for me to take care of you~~sorry is not a words you should say~~

MAMMI , i love you~~T..T

D3!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

^^

:)

=)

:D

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you all acting skill really damm improve alot~~

i think you all get the experiences from past few birthday acting~~

last night:

at the LOKLOK

eve suddenly said "clubbin lorh"

so after that i text her go joir people~

i was "warh ,finaly can club jor"~

today!!

heavily sick made me skipped all the classes ~~but getting better at the noon~~

walked into MPH , saw eve they all at ADV ~

i asked GY "ei~how orh~how many people going~?"

GY:"dont worry larh~~eve will settle all "

TF:"really arh?"

GY:"fang xin larh"

around 2or 3 pm ~i slept in A4-05 (hy 's room)

vibration of the phone made me woke up which is belong to HY

i heard female voice came from the phone , EVE is that you??!

later on HY said "ferng, i need to meet up with friend"

after he came back , he said" something about wat related to Arh wei sis, deposit something to INTI , i was thinking "different wat you told me earlier"

nvm~after that around 9pm something ~i asked justin after arh chee meeting i going back to house to take something~~hy and justin stop me , i dint suspect anything~

after i bath , i starting to worry why no-one calling??!

so i asked HY to called~he told me meet at block C desa palma ~

WTF??!!so far away~~

anyway complaining while walking~~

when almost reached ~i saw gilbert head , and he shouting FERNG coming ~hurh??!!

i stepped inside somewhere ~they singing happy birthday song for me~~it is so touch~~

and i said LET"S go!!!

they starting with they pro acting skill about cars about booking club ~~

i was wow~~eve kmen jou esther jojo~not fully EQUIPPED ~~and yaukeng and zhentao you two were already knew wat to wear~~short pants??!!they all laugh secretly !!

ok~so i wander around ~finding something related (surprise thing)

then i peek at the staircase , look back~saw a camera hanging on the air??!

i saw kaen sze sze , thier face was like"you shouldn't come here~~"

i'm pretending nothing happened~

as they all (GILBERT, esther jojo yk ztao tze yow leave with noplace-for-us reason) leave~callie and eve said go C-2-24 and wait barh~~they keep complaining alot of mosquito bite~=..=

so i went with some suspicious ideas what they r up to ~~

arhha!!!

open door ,,, "BONG"!!! as the DJ justin hitz the room with club songs!!

D3 club !!the more YENG , the FAN-light-disco ball!!!OMG!!fxxking "YE"!!!!!!

as the show JOSEPH , CHEE, DESTIN!!

hahahah!!! NICE damm EPIC dance battle!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

bingkent!!! i 'm not professional drinker larh~haha~you said blow 5sec but in the end wtf 8sec???!!

thx for those people who had the 1st club night yesterday!!

KAEN, SZE SZE , HANJIA , ANGEL~

thx for those people 's DANCE BATTLE

JUSTIN, JOSEPH, CHEE,DESTIN

thx for those people who are original from D3

GILBERT!!!!(THX!BUDDY!! CLUB THEME!)

EVELYN!!!!!(NICE SKILL OF MIXING DRINKS!AND ACTING~XD)

HENG YI!!!!!(WTF ARE YOU DOING LAST NIGHT?)

TZE YOW!!!!( HALL MASTER!!DAMM "YE" LORH YOU!)

GUANG YI!!(YOU SEEM SO EMO LAST NIGHT!)

CALLIE !!!!!!(YOU TOTALLY FULLY EQUIPPED!!HAHA)

JOU LIN!!!!!!(NAH~~IS WEIRD THAT YOU DIN'T MAKEUP FOR CLUBBIN!HAHA)

K.MEN!!!!!!!!!(YOU TOO! SHOULD LIKE CALLIE FULLY EQUIPPED)

HWEE YING!(NEVER EXPECT YOU 3 WILL SHOWN UP HAHA!!!THX WEI!)

YAUKENF!!!!(SHORT PANT ??! DONT BLUF ME LARH!HAHA)

ZTAO!!!!!!!!!!!(YOU TOO!!! YOU NEVER GO CLUBBIN WITH ME WITHOUT c.wolf!)

JOJO!!!!!!!!!!!!(QUIZ MARH~~~YA~~~I BELIEVE~~)

GRACE!!!!!!!!(EAT SOMETHING BEFORE YOU DRINK REALLY!!!!HAHA)

Q-MO!!!!!!!!!(HAHA!! YOU SAID YOU NOT FREE!!!HAHA!!)

CHEE!!!!!!!!!!(OFFICIAL MISS YOU DANCE MOVE!!)

KENT!!!!!!!!!(WTF ORH?! WHERE YOURS CLUBBIN SPIRIT?!!HA)

JOSEPH!!!!!!(YOUR LEG BETTER TAKE CARE!!!HAHA)

MIKI!!!!!!!!!!(WHY YOU NOT SO BITCH THAT NIGHT?!)

THX FOR THOSE PEOPLE WHO ATTENDED THAT NIGHT!!!

HANJIA !!!!(NARH~CLUBBIN IS SOMETHING LIKE THIS)

ANGEL !!!!(NOT BAD RIGHT CLUBBIN~~TRY A REAL 1 NEXT TIME)

LORAINE!( WOW~YOU CAME!!!HAHA!!SEE YA AT CABANA!!)

DICKSON!(WHEN R YOU GOING TO CLUB WITH ME??!!!)

KAEN!!!!!!(WELL DONE !!YOU DRINK ALOT!!!DANCE ALOT TOO!!!)

SZE SZE!!(HANGING CAMERA IN THE AIR!!TOT YOU GOING TO CLUB ALSO HAHA!!)

LASTLY

(bow)

THX GUYS!!

REALLY LOVE WHAT YOU ALL DID FOR ME!!!

THE MOST EPIC BIRTHDAY PARTY THAT I EVER HAD IN MY PAST 18 YEARS !!

SURPRISING 100% WITH THE ACTING QUITE PROFESSIONAL !! NEARLY STEPPED INTO IT~~

CLUBBIN THEME PARTY~~HAHA~

YOU GUYS ROCK!!!!!!

For YOU!!!

Are you highlight this post to read what is hidden??!!

峰。感言

心. 很累了 ~

能用温馨或或关心的慰问, 问我好吗?

假的也好,我不在乎~

因为从来就没有体会过真正"被在乎的感受"~

我这人的存在可有可无,

存在感也不是普通的低~

我喜欢和朋友打闹~

那感觉很好~

也是为什么我爱泡夜店~

虽然在正常的日子未必会说HALO~

我也很开心~

生日。

要到了~

朋友们都在忙，读书的读书

做工的好像是为了赚奶粉钱拼了命似的赚钱~~

还记得2010我生日时大半夜被你们无故的拉出来~

今年我不会call你们，不想打扰你们~~

我也怕了~

不想在我想庆祝我的生日时，

又听到种种的借口，

直接说你不想，

我不介意~

就算你去了玩得不开心~

我也不好过~

我会记录我所有朋友的生日~

我还是喜欢帮你们庆祝~

可笑，

谁不希望能轰轰烈烈的过自己的生日~

我 的要求很简单，

不用所谓的

-----祝福

-----蛋糕

-----礼物

我只希望我们一起，

出去玩~~

简单吧~~哈哈

时间已经把你们和我隔到远远了~

对我来说已经很远了~

不要再远了~~

CHEH~

想念你的声音~~

想念和你一起狂喊~

想念和你一起当夜猫子~~

开心已经把整个心都占据了~

应该会长命百岁吧~~

不一样的感觉,

不一样的心情,

全都会因你而改变~

等我回来,在出去"乱喊"!