一人. 游玩

其实一个人自己旅行满不错的~

虽然是常去的地方,就是不一样的感觉。

一个搭着列车，望mid valley去，

便听着音乐， 便看着外面的景色。

到了，

跟着感觉走，进了，买了

钱花了不少， 很开心

找到自己喜欢的衣~

饿了，

第一次一个人吃饭。

在FISHＭＡＲＫＥＴ。

慢慢吃，听着音乐。

累了，

懒，回去

在酒店待了一晚～

空档的房间，　不禁让我把音乐开得最大声。

晚上不忘去摇两下，哈哈～

认识了不少一夜朋友～

总结来说，

一个人

可以让自己想清楚到底要如何走，

钱也花得一干二净～

SOME SORT OFＦＥｅＬ

totally screw~~

ya~~

i'm bastard~

scold me ~i will reply you "thx"

i'm not good in words , but i'm good in action~

Thinking bout her,

thinking bout me,

thinking bout us,

what we gonna be,

open my eye , it was only just a dream!!

A dream !! A dream!!!!

fxxk!!

it's totally ruin my mood ,

but never mind ~i will stand up again!!

and make the dream become real!!!!

i can't stop now~no matter what i won't stop~

until my heart stop beating~

until you kill me ~~

or you dig my heart out ~~

i will let you see , i will prove it to you~

i care what you think about me ~

i care what you really care.

i care about you~

is strange right?

funny, i don't what to do and how to react~

i know i can avoid but i chose not to ,

because it will make me feel like i'm died if i run away ~

FERNG , this is fact !! accept it!!

you can't run away all the time ,

so think of something!!!

don't lie to yourself!!!

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IS RANING。

下雨了。。。。

你现在的体质应该不好受吧~~~

这个时候都是我在帮你按摩，察上点油~

手在酸都感觉不到， 只想让你没那么难受~

你要盖好被子， 批上寒衣，

不想再看到你发着抖，说“is not so cold, is ok for me"

我真的希望你不要感到难过，

你照顾我了很长一段的时间，

该轮到我了阿~

我没有抱怨，

我很心肝情愿~

奇迹来了~

我会好好帮你抓着不放的！

不可以在让爸流泪了！！！

你说的，爸很忙，不能再麻烦他了！

所以， 就由我来看着你， 帮你信守承诺！

孩子！如今，我的腳站也站不穩，走也走不動。所以，請你緊緊的握著我的手，陪著我，慢慢的。就像當年一樣，我帶著你一步一步地走。

若為人子女也不懂得如何體諒他們，那他們便只能於痛苦中渡過餘生 ， 黑暗中逝去....不过你放心，有我陪你，我背你， 我1会紧紧地握着你的手， 陪着你慢慢走。

i love you!

from my deep of my heart ~this 3 words are hide inside ~

i wanna let you know when the time has come~

MEANING

once day , ex-boyfriend meet her ex-girlfriend somewhere on the street~

he asked: how is he?

she said: he doing good.

he asked: how are you.

she said :i'm great.

she asked: how are you?

he said : i'm fine.

she asked: How is she?

he said : she just told me that she doing great.

a nice short story~

if you get it~

you are hard to understand , uneasy to know you~

i want to know who are you .

i need a chance , if i get it ,i will appreciate ~

i had a good feeling about you.

so , don't just realize when i gone.

woke up in the morning saw my phone,

"NOTHING".

checked my FACEBOOK

"NOTHING"

look at msn

"NOTHING"

are you too smart to pretending that you dont know i had a feeling about you?!

BURDEN,nope!

没有人是不麻烦别人的~

我也是，

小时候太调皮，

小时候太贪玩，

小时候身子太弱，

也都麻烦到你啊~

所以你不能觉得会麻烦到我~

也请你不要用谢谢来回我~

只要你好我就能很开心~

我回来了， 看到你了， 开心而有点伤感

看到你脚和手上的晕青，你不说我也知道你跌倒了

你不想让我当心~

现在的你跟当初的你比起来你现在弱多了， 一个小小的隙缝也能够让你失去平很~

但是你现在拥有了一颗比起钢还要坚强的心~

你跌倒了， 爬起来， 爬不起

，没关系有我在， 至少你很认真地不想靠别人~~

奇迹正在发生我能感受的到~~

你会好起来的~

你的儿子, 虽然不是时常在你的旁边~但是心是在的~

你的儿子; 永远都会对你说,不麻烦不麻烦, 你是我老妈叻!

BURDEN

^^

keep smiling whatever you do,

Life is better when you are happy..

But Life is at its Best when other people are happy because of you..!

Be inspired,

give peace share ur smile to everyone.

Never wait for others to judge your value,

create your ownself value~~

topic for you~

曾经我是个没有灵魂的驱壳, 是你把灵魂注入进这活了10多年的僵尸~

你就是我的动力,

要读好书来养你, 不想做你的小白脸~

练好跆拳道来保护你, 不想被你保护~

把舞跳好, 把guitar练好， 是不想你看到别的男生在show off，

而我只能听你说 “那男的好强” ~

你的脾气=

撒娇般的语气在骂我~~

我很喜欢， 因为你在意我~

你没吃我的醋， 那才是我不喜欢的！

很多人说， 我， 已经不爱你了~

我说“我自己知道就好”

那你呢？？

你的答案才是我心里最最渴望得到的~

也许我们真的要分开了，

我们已经淡了吗？

P.S#

情人可以很多个， 但是！老婆永远只能一个！~（朋友的名言， 经我改良）

not^^BAD

ACtually life at INTI nilai was not that bad as i though before came to here~~~

i get to know more what really "friendship" about~~

i think i' gonna cry when somebody leave or that time i leave~~~

AUP , when the first time i heard this , i said " YES!!!can leave this place lorh!!"

But , now i treasure every moment that we " TALKCOCK" together~~~

maybe i not so important to you all , but do trust me!!you all are important to me!!life suck without each of you!

so FRIENDS ROCKS!!!!

love the moment ,when I and YOU become WE.

original by FERNG a.k.a ELDRICK

器.量

是我小气吗??

不是吧,我都没脾气~~

是我疑心重吗??

根不可能,你对任何事都不感兴趣~

那就是有问题却又不知道在哪里咯~~

很明显阿~~

我到底哪里不对？？！！！！

空虚？？寂寞？？

就好像有个沉重的石头压在我的胸膛~~难以透气~~！！！！

希望有谁能伸出她/他的双手把我拉起来！！

我真的不知道我对你是什么感觉~~

有时很想你，有时觉得你烦~~

在我心底我知道你是一个很难才能找到的好女人~

可能你就是万中才有那么一个~~

怪叻~~我真的不知道，我并没有不爱你。

很难说，我也不想失去你~~

如果。。。。你找到比我好，那我也开心，我会开心吧，应该会吧~~

EXPERT!

ok~my English is not that good~~

i am not expert in:

talk , i don't really know how to talk to others, deeply in my heart i really love you guys!!

i want to talk as you all, i want to communicate with a way that can make you all laugh .

Attraction

i not a handsome or pretty boy that you all watched in TV artists~

i'm a normal person who need friends to care a bout me~

my birthday are easily forget by others , so if you all forget nvm~~^^ i'm used to it ~~

Do i really have a place in your heart??

Study!!!

i play alot alot~~~~i need to study , i'n always talk but no action~

my parents want me to study hard, but!!!!

WTF , i really an ASSHOLE , i 'm feel shame~~

But mammy i won't let you down !!!i'm promise you!!!

i love you to prove that i will let you feel proud!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

^^

你还爱我吗??

这个问题每当你问起我.........

爱, 肯定爱~虽然不能说爱你永远, 因为我不信, 我只说 会珍惜每一刻跟你在一起的时间!

能握着你的小手就是一种说不出的幸福感~

能抱着你,就能自愈我心灵上曾经被刀划过的伤痕~

珍惜现在拥有的, 才不会到了失去才后悔~

这句话我知道, 但我还是不会~

就算我很珍惜每一次能跟你在一起的机会,到了分离的那一天,我还是会后悔没有跟加用力的爱你~

我不是个" 你跟他在一起会比我幸福," 的男人, 我很自私, 我觉得只有我才能给你什么叫真正的幸福~~

talking craps

bla bla bla~~

this is away to updated my blog~~

DIOR HOMME - Hedi Slimane's creative direction

Dior的男装系列在2001年更名为DIOR HOMME，由法国籍设计师Hedi Slimane担纲设计。Hedi的设计强调完美的线条，同时因其超小尺码的服装以及专门选用偏瘦的年轻模特拍摄广告而引人注目，被成为“世界上最性感男人”的布莱德·彼特结婚时的礼服就是出自Hedi之手，而众多女星更是努力减肥以求穿上Hedi设计的DIOR HOMME男装，由此可见DIOR HOMME的风靡程度。
时尚创造了“Homme”这个词，也催生了Homme式的“美形男”。

Dior Homme is the menswear division of Christian Dior SA, the French clothing retailer. Dior Homme has been under Hedi Slimane's creative direction since the fall/winter 2001-02 season; under his direction, Dior Homme has introduced a characteristic slim silhouette which has since taken off within the fashion industry. The early collections delved into the exploration of the male sex. The look darkened during the Luster period which was inspired by the electroscene of Berlin. Since 2004 A/W, Dior Homme has delved into exploring the different styles of Rock. A popular rumor is that Karl Lagerfeld lost about 90 pounds so he would fit into one of Slimanes esteemed suits. During the 80s and 90s Dior's menswear line was called Dior Monsieur. Brad Pitt, Mick Jagger, David Beckham, and Kanye West have all been spotted wearing the clothes – it is very popular amongst rockstars. Due to quarrelling over Slimane doing a women's line at Dior, his contract was not renewed after 2007. Dior has since hired Kris Van Assche, who has resumed since spring/summer 2008 show.

Older fans generally consider the quality of the line to have fallen significantly during the last few years. This is primarily due to a much larger production scale and Hedi Slimane's dwindling influence on the actual design. As such, many items from past seasons are very collectible. A few of these items include the blood wound shirt, the Reflection pins, the Bleu Claire Wax jeans from 'Strip', the Napoleon Jacket from 'Luster', the D-Point belt, and the infamous 6.5cm gold heels from 'In The Morning'.

As of late 2007 it has also begun producing a 6 piece men's skin care range developed in partnership with Harvard medical school, with Hedi Slimane designing the packaging. At present the skin care range is available for sale in France and department stores all over the world.

no. worst

I'm thinking ~
If like doctor said , my mum gonna die after 3 or 4 yers~~

but tell you what god, you want to take my mum away~~

in exchange take mine, or you gonna go through me ~

i won't let this happen ~

MY MUM IS STRONGER THAN YOU THINK !

SO BACK OFF DISEASE, OR ELSE YOU GONNA SUFFER~

i'm his SON

my name is ferng , i'm the eldest son in this family.

i love my mother and father.

Everynight i pary" GOD , please let my parents watch i graduated and HUGGING THEIR GRANDCHILD and name them "

Every night i can see tears are falling down from my mother eyes , she cried ,i felt pain in heart~

FRIENDS:

be strong ferng~

everything will be okay~~

I'm not comforted by those words ,

because i know everything will be FINE ~just need some time~

BEFORE sleep . i always hope wake up in the next day , yesterday was a dream~

But not, so i told myself!!! FACE THE FACT !! YOUR MOTHER WILL GET WELL SOON!!!!

SUPERMAN

my father said"i'm not a superman , i cant watch you all all the time i need to take your mother and this family, your mother is the one who i love the most"

TEARS din't come out from his eyes but i know he is crying in his heart~

i'm not strong enough , what i can do is to ACT~

all of my friends said "will be OK"

but i'm not ok~i really hope this was a dreaming~~

i'm a human , i want to cry it out , i want to yell , shout out loudly~

i'm not blaming god made fun of me, i know that he is making my life beautiful like a story , give me a lesson to be strong to be a real MAN like my father~~

A MIRACLE WILL HAPPEN , and i know it~~

:'(

really sad~

Confirm " ALS"

My spirit drop to the bottom hell~

i ask myself what can i do for her~

think??research and research??

GOD this time i need your help ~~

PLS HELP MY MOTHER~~~

i believe in MIRACLE ~

Just pass by and drop MIRACLE on us~

i will pray as hard as i can~~

FOR MAMMY~

Even if you end up like HAWKINS , you can'T move , you still my mother , just 1 call , no matter where i am , i will be your side a blink of eyes~

"hey mum , you sure can stand up and nagging me soon!!"

MOTHER .

My mother currently lose all the muscle leftside of the body.

unable to move fast as she wanted to.

Climb stair is tough for her, even go to toilet must have somebody company her .

I don't like people to hold my hand , before she got this disease she like to hold my hand and i pull away or dodge away ~, but now " MAmy hold as long as you want to and hold tide."

I really want to be with you anytime~~

This morning my mother get her report from HOSPITAL which is from SINGAPORE~~

THE MOST SAD PART WAS the doctor said

"SORRY, YOUR DISEASE "无药可救(wu yao je jiu)"

the first thing i saw , tears coming coming out from my father eyes slowly

my mother was bear with it ~maybe she dont want let us saw~~

but my heart was like stab by a unshap knife ~~

In my whole life untill now , I felt pain,first time had this feeling~~

GOD !!!PLS HELP MY MUM!!

I seriously give up my own precious thing or watever!!

JUST MAKE HER HEALTHY!!WILL YOU??!!

1st time

This is my 1st time to write blog.

I want to record what i had been through .

Seriously i have no idea to write so......i blog what i got^^