it's happening again~~
i dont know my mum sickness will pass it down or not ,
but it happened around the NG family , from my view~~

for sure , i have the probability .
but pls dont come so so so so so so early~~
i slightly know how it's feel , when my mum complaining .
i cant use the strenght of my laps . its like i lost it.
i cant feel anything when i woke up this morning its totally freak me out~~

muscle injury ,yay...
i keep telling myself ,...yay paintball game make my muscle injure.

dont feel like going for a check up or anything ,
i trust myself
i'm a doctor of myself
nothing is nothing~~
(fuzzy feeling , although i still scare)

hey , i'm ok just ........heavy stone on in my heart~~



why i dint share out my blog ,
is a place where i can express my feeling
is a place where i can talk-cock and back stab people
is a place where i still can write down my living evidence
i want to look through it again when i dying or wat ~~
so i think i will post alot of thing recently .
(friends who have to blog url , pls dont share out just let me talk-cock-ing at here )
i know i have a tiny little group of followers