Tuesday, March 15, 2011

不可能的~
我就是将绝~~

良心我有, 但是已经黑了~
不可能像以前这样了~
你想都别想~~

你是谁。
我已经看得很清。。
可以把你那羊皮扯下来了~

路要怎么走
你自己想,
我不会再是你的休息站了

你已经忘了你曾经休息过避风港了~
你现在搭上的船是永远都不会回到这里的~

这里已经关了~
就算,你船应将沉于大海。
你也知能自求多福~

这港不是你能靠就可以靠的地方!!!!!!!!!!

Friday, March 11, 2011

take it as a gift for you~

count down~
can i just stop the time??
back to those time that you were jogging every morning?
i miss that~~
you walk to back bedside pull away my blanket "ei, kinna, faster get up brush your teeth !!"
but now.......
i really miss that....
you chasing me around the house ,
nagging me or unplug the internet cable.

mammi...get well soon...
we go jogging like we used to do ~~
dont worry i will take care those two monsters~~
i will wait for you~~
i will head to CINA when you are ready to back to homme land~~
we will be well prepared at the house that you love the most~~

last hug for you untill you get back from CINA~~
a promise that we make , i will kept ~~
A drop of tear from you i will remind me that no matter what happen i will keep our promise.

we are here dont you worry~~
now is the time that we have to take care of you~~
is a chance grant by god~~

Daddy is a superman
is a gift by god~~
he doing anything for you~~
we will keep remind him that dont overwork ~~
we sure will do ~~

Mammi ....
i will goddammm miss you ...
pls learn how to use skype~~
hehehee~~

Tuesday, March 1, 2011

BEST BUD~^^

so that all~~i guess ~
i just a rubbish bin after all~~throw all your boredom into me~~and now my job are done ~mission accomplish. right??

you told me..
i dont need a BF now..
i need a best bud .. i remember you said this while you look at me~
we laugh together ...
deepest of my heart felt warm and happiness.

just happened around C.N.Y
and you got your man after C.N.Y

you reject a good guy because of you dont want a BF for now
i was felt pity on him, such a nice guy that woo-ing you for so long~~

right after few days you got BF??!
wtf?? you gave me that reason is both of you got the same reason to be couple that is "lonely '
HA!!!!!!! laugh 9 me~~ i felt lonely too~~others than you 2 not lonely??
seriously JUN WEI better~why ....because of he had not well-educated??
dont look down others because of not well-educated they got their own talent~

i thought you are the one who will never pick up a relationship so easily .
guess i'm wrong~

tell me that i'm wrong .
many of the reason i can guess
he got fame
money
and is a DJ
you love to club right~~
nice ,perfectly match~~
your TRUE LOVE ....

i fall into your "BROTHER" trap~~
i will walk my way out ,
noneed you to kick me out~~

Conclusion:
some people just need a rubbish bin and ATM machine to entertain them ,
when they bored they will called you BEST BUD!!that the time your job are coming~
such a fool I am~~YEAH^^

you got no second chances to hire me back as your "BEST BUD", the worst and terrible SUNK COST YOU ARE!!!!!"

oh ya~~take care BEST BUD~~

pls dont go ~~

something that i really want to do it now is get right back to side of my mother~
i miss her alot~~
goddamm miss~~
when she told me that she gonna leave in 2 week time to CINA for further treatment .
i scared...
can i go with you??
can i look after you ??

is a shame on me that i rarely go back to visit her~
now....
nothing can say....
nothing can do ~~
i will pray hard everynight~
GOD . do take care of my mother~

MAMMI dont worry ~~ i will take good care of myself~~dont you worry about me!!!!!
i got lotsa who really care about me 's friends at here!!


给.话 自己

心痛了...
当你说有了自己的男人~
我不知道要如何诠释我现在的感觉。

心痛吧~
毕竟。。。
从小就喜欢你。。到现在的brother
还以为我对你只是纯好哥们~
为什么会“痛”??

我真的希望只是。。。。

我们不能像从前一起去疯狂了~
你有了自己的目标了~~

我还是会在旁边看着你的。。
就像从前。。。

我在你生命中的故事已经结束了~~
我完成了~~